Yesterday I wrote an entry about second guessing but during my nocturnal wanderings I reread it and decided I didnâ€™t like it. So I deleted it which is all sort of ironic. One of the things I do which makes John crazy is that I have a really hard time making a decision and then not mulling it over and over trying to convince myself that it was the right one. For instance we go to buy a car and then after the deal is done Iâ€™ll say, â€œdo you think that was the right one to get? Maybe we should have gotten the other one.â€ But most frequently itâ€™s about a decision which will make one person happy and another less happy. I hate being caught in the middle.